Appreciate The Chances Given!!!

给我一首歌的时间 - 周杰伦Jay Chou

*雨淋湿了天空Yu lin shi le tian kong

The rain wet the sky

毁得很讲究Hui de hen jiang jiu

Destructively poetic.

你说你不懂N i shuo ni bu dong

You say you don’t understand

为何在这时牵手Wei he zai zhe shi qian shou

Why we hold hands now.

我晒干了沉默Wo shai gan le chen mo

I’ve dried myself off in silence,

悔得很冲动Hui de hen chong dong

Regretfully rinsed off.

就算做事做错Jiu suan zuo shi zuo cuo

Considering that I’ve done wrong,

也只是怕错过 Ye zhi shi pa cuo guo

I’m also simply afraid to loose the chance.

在一起叫梦Zai yi qi jiao meng

Being together is called a dream.

分开了叫痛Fen kai le jiao tong

Having broken up is called pain.

是不是说Shi bu shi shuo

Is it that

没有做完的梦最痛Mei you zuo wan de meng zui tong

Having not completed out dream is more painful?

迷路的后果Mi lu de hou guo

The aftermath of losing my way

我能承受Wo neng cheng shou

Is something I can bear.

这最后的出口在爱过哪儿才有Zhe zui hou de chu kou zai ai guo nar cai you

I only have the final exit from having loved left.

能不能给我一首歌的时间Neng bu neng gei wo yi shou ge de shi jian

Can you give me the duration time of a song?

紧紧的把那拥抱变成永远Jin jin de ba na yong bao bian cheng yong yuan

The tight embrace I give you becomes forever

在我的怀里Zai wo de huai li

In my arms.

你不用害怕失眠Ni bu bu yong hai pa shi mian

You aren’t afraid of losing sleep.

如果你想忘记我也能失忆Ru guo ni xiang wang ji wo ye neng shi yi

If you want to forget, I can also lose the memories.

能不能给我一首歌的时间Neng bu neng gei wo yi shou ge de shi jian

Can you give me the duration time of a song?

把故事听到最后才说再见Ba gu shi ting dao zui hou cai shuo zai jian

Only after hearing the end of the story say “goodbye.”

你送我的眼泪Ni song wo de yan lei

The tears you sent to me,

让它留在雨天Rang ta liu zai yu tian

I'll save them for a rainy day.

哦OOh~越过你划的线我定了勇气 Yue guo ni hua de xian wo ding le yong qi

Overcoming your cutting me off I’ve determined to have a brave

的终点De zhong dian

Ending.

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I let go many chances to know that guy. A guy that I love from the start. So, appreciate the chances you have, don't leave it "next time". "Next time" might not come.

Don't know is the god fooling me or else. Everytime while I fixed my target and sprint, the target will dissappear suddenly. So I don't dare to set any target again. I have expenrience this many times, and it really hurt ~ waiting also hurt.

Many people in this blog know I was fell in love with a guy who study in the same school with me at Aljunied SAA. I meet him every thursday that time, I always see him at City Hall. All the way from City Hall to Aljunied, we were close together everytime. He always behind of me while stand. I always behind of him while walking. I miss his emotion, I miss his smell, I miss his eye, i miss his lips. Although I don't know him. But i really miss him like mad. And everytime while I a with him, I will listen to the song above.

It was all because of myself, I didn't appreciate the chances I have while I could see him every week. 哥 is right. I am so chicken. I don't dare to know him. I regret after I can't see him any more. I always standing at the same door no matter what train I take. But still can't see him again. I should have know him that time. I miss the chances I have.

At the same door, I saw another cute guy walk into the train from Aljunied MRT. Although he is not the type that I like, but he is very cute to me. Nice eyes, nice face, nice hair, just the height is a bit short. I look at him a few times, he also look at me. That kind of feeling is special, and that was just the first time we met. He alight at Bugis station with me, we have the same foot step while walking, we have the same tempo, we walk in a line. We step up to the escalator together, we were shy to look at each other, but can't wait to look at each other. When come to the gate, he turn left and I turn right.

The next day, I saw him again. We look at each other again, the feeling come again, we walk together again, we have the heart beat again. When come to Bugis station, I put down my eyephone, while his is still in his ears, I ready to brave up and start talk, but I didn't. At the gate, he turn left and I turn right as usual. But I look back to him, unexpectly, he also look back to me. OMG... I let go again. I am so regret that time, and the song I m listening that time is the song above also. I tell myself to know him bravely when I see him next time. But there is no next time anymore.

I really need some time, I need some time to know you. I still miss the first guy, no matter when, I always waiting for his appearance. Where is he?