2nd Day of ACCA Exam - F2 Management Accounting

05Dec2008, I forget what time I wake up, what I did in the morning and what I eat in the morning... hehe... What I remember is, I have no mood to study for my exam at 3pm. Because my heart already DHL to Ipoh (my hometown).

(All the day were rushing, and don't have time to online when I was in Ipoh. So I try my best to re-call back what I did on that day)

Today I m not that lucky. I try to wait for "25 years old" online, (his name is Terrence) I hope he can wish me again as that day. But he didn't online until the time I off my labtop. I leave my home around 1.45pm. And I took some picture of myself while I was waiting bus at the bus stop.

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I miss my long hair!!!

I try my luck to meet my dream hubby in the exam hall again, but still fail. God always return you similar things when you didn't get what you want. Before I get into the exam hall. I went to toilet first. Once I come out from the toilet. I saw a cute and handsome cleaner. lol. I rush to the exam hall, when I look back to him again, he also look back to me... (why such a handsome guy have to be cleaner... He should be my male servant...lol)

The paper today isn't difficult, as I studied before in LCCI. But the most happy things is, the handsome, nice body, cute, hot invigilator invigilate my row. haha... Today is friday, he wear casual, so handsome. (Stop dreaming) After the exam, I rush home to pack my stuff. But on my way from Expo to Tanah Merah MRT. I saw another hot, nice body, cute guy with black singlet. (faint) He really have nice body, but don't have height. He looks like a handsome and cute guy that selling Taiwan OwaMiShua in ShiLin located at HarborFront Centre. I like to eat there. Because I can see that lengcai.

Back to normal. The bus stop of bus 354 is next to 358 which I usually take. I love this bus stop, because many teenagers take 354 to downtown east, and today is friday, I saw 5 cute and handsome boy continuously. Thats all god return me today.

I quickly pack up my stuff once I reach home. My uncle have get ready the dinner ~ vegetarian weatern food...lol... After dinner, shower, hair do and stuff. My two cousin and I took a cab to Golden Mile. A place where we usually take bus back to Malaysia. We reached 1hour early. I can't wait to reach Ipoh. The bus start right at 9.45pm. Reached Malaysia custom around 11pm. After Malaysia custom, I rang up my friends, I wanted to call Yan, but I thing he must be doing important things at that time. haha... After a few phone call, I watch Harry Pottal and Ghost Rider with my cousin on the bus, then we sleep all the way to Ipoh. Sadly, no cute guys on the bus as previous, except myself.

Sick and Exam!!!

This posting is just a mini post. I were sick and my last exam is on 10th Dec, so my finger isn't working well. Clear and detail posting will "COMING SOON". After my exam.

HAHA...(Runing nose, headache, I thinking fever is coming... Die la...)

Study Day!!!

4Dec2008, Today I wake up late enough, this exam make me go back to myself when I am in Ipoh. i used to wake up about 12pm... haha... Today I plan nicely, I will first go National Library at Bugis, then go money changer on my way home.

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End up, I spent too much time on my blog. So my cousin cook me lunch again. hehe... Once I finished my lunch, when that was about 2pm, the sky rain heavily. I can't even see the opposite blog... walau.. I just go and take my shower and style my hair. Today I style my hair in another way. I follow white dolphin advised. hehe...

See below: -

looks like no big diff!!! ~~

Whatever, I took a few picture of myself again. Around 4pm, the rain stop. I reach White Sand around 4.30pm, I went to updated my bank book, withdraw some cash for changing back to RM (Riggit Malaysia), then I went to the Money Changer next to the library. End up, I didn't go to Bugis, I study in Pasir Ris's library and change money here. (I am too lazy to go so far)

I ordered a cup of cocoa mocca - ice blend, killing myself.

My messy table!!!

I study until 8.30pm, then I go change my money. The rate is S$1 to RM2.37 and I bought RM2000 (don't come and rope me, I will make sure I fuck you upside down before you reach me).

Thats enough for today, I got exam later, haven finish doing my rivision. Die la... Pray for me...

1st Day of ACCA Exam: F3 Financial Accounting

3Dec2008, This morning I wake up slightly early to prepare my exam at 3pm. I take out my note and do some revision. But my labtop is in front of me. Turn up, I go to type my blog. haha... Today is a bit excited. Because finally come to ACCA exam.

Sound crazy? Actually do you remember a guy I always met while I am on my way to school. He is also studying at that school, so he should have to sit for the exam. I really hope I can see him later, as I miss him a lot. Altough the probability is very low, but I will try my luck.

I start preparing myself around 12pm, I went shower, I set my hair nicely, and I received a chain sms from my colleagues. All of them sent sms to me in a chain to wish me. (Thx all of you, very touch). Suddenly I saw my "25 years old" online. haha... Then I msn him: -

Shiuji: Can do something for me?

Terrence: ??

Shiuji: Can you say all the best in your exam to me?

Terrence: Why?

Shiuji: I just hope you can wish me. Because I got exam later.

Terrence: oo... Good Luck :)

Shiuji: You are the best men... thx


Altough is short and he reply very slow. But at least he is willing to talk to me again. That is enough. I leave my home around 1.15pm. And take bus 358 to Pasir Ris Interchange. A very cute guy sit in front of me, altough quite skinny, dark and health skin, very cute face, but quite cool. (As Pink Dolphin's rating skill: Level B)

Actually I can take bus 12 in the interchange to Singapore Expo. But I choose the long way. I take MRT from Pasir Ris to Tanah Merah, then change MRT to EXPO. So that I got higher chance to meet him. But I saw the cute guy who I saw in the bus just now. So cute. hehe...

I alight at Tanah Merah and wait for the MRT to Singapore Exam, I saw many people holding their notes on their hand. Wau... Sounds like many people sitting for the exam. All the way to Expo Hall 1, I keep on looking here and there, turning my head here and there like those people just come out from the kampung. I am searching for him. I just keep on walking and look around. I saw a tall guy further in front, but when I walk closer, that is just a skinny, totally not enough grade to compare with my dream hubby. When come to hall 3, I called my god sister as she was also sitting for another subject. And I go and joined her at Coffee Bean. Coffee Bean is a nice place to study.

Around 2.45pm, we walk to Hall 1, I saw a big table map hagging next to the enterance. What the fxxk, 7540 seats inside the Hall. Wau.. I get in and find my seat. My seat no. is 7304. haha... Nothing happen during the exam, the question not that difficult, just some careless mistake will make me wrong.

But suddenly, I feel something that can stop my breath is coming toward me. I raise my head. I saw a hot guy. lol... Not slim, but I thing is quite musculing like my dream hubby, face not that handsome, but have nice body. He is one of the 50+ invigilator (maybe more). I can't concentrate doing my question before he pass by. He was checking our docket one by one. My eye just can reach his ass (not because I hamsap), because I cant raise my head, I have to act a bit.

After 2hrs, I just nicely finish all the question, I think is enough to pass. Before they allow us to leave the hall, I keep on turning my head to search for my friend. But I saw a cute hot guy standing 2 row from my right. lol.. He is a invigilator also, cute face, nice body, batter than the one I saw just now (As Pink Dolphin's rating skill: Level A). Another cute guy standing 2 row from my left. Tall and cute face. (As Pink Dolphin's rating skill: level A). Why they don't invigilate my row. T.T

After I leave the hall, I went to John Little Christmas sales at Hall4. I shop for 2 hours, just get a crazy underwear and some food. lol... After dinner at home, I start my labtop, I chat with White Dolphin and Nemo san on msn. This is the first time we have group sex, :x, conversation on msn together. So happy, if pink dolphin korkor were online, that will be great.

Altough my dream didn't come true today, I will try my luck again on friday. Hope can see him.

I WISH!!!

Delete Not Equal To Forget!!!

2Dec2008, wake up around 11am, I have my "ZuiKue" as breakfast. I start doing revision after breakfast. But I were msn"ing" at the same time. I am wondering, how would I pass this examination if I keep on study in this way. I can't "tahan" myself, I should find a boyfren to control me on my study. haha. So my boyfriend have to be clever.

Today, I updated the "about me" and "what turn me on" in Axcest and Fridae. as follows: -

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About Me:

Nothing much. I am as simply as you think. A person that full of love. But always hurt by love. Look cute, but strong. Sadness won't appear on my face, when there is someone around. So, you will always see happy ME.

Know me more? Please visit my blog. You are welcome!!!


What I find important in a relationship:

True heart and no lie.

Distance is important. For me, Distance love = Glitter + Fated. I always hurt by distance love, and that is enough.

Sex buddy seeking walk away. I can take one night stand. But if you say you love me but just treat me as your sex buddy. You may go home.

Relationship is romantic, sweet... Anger might improve understanding. But relationship not control. If you stop me from blogging, or visiting friendster, fridae and so on. You prepare to bring a flying pen home (black face).


What turns me on:

hehe... Age around 18 to 30 is acceptable. Above 30? (you may try, sure no reply)

Hot guy, cute guy, handsome guy... all just depend on my eye. But look just take 30%

I have caring people for my entire life. I hope to be care. If you are those caring person, caring me like prince, 40% will be yours.

I like someone taller and nice chest so that I can lie on his chest and protected by him. Nice body take 10%.

I like kissing. If you are super kisser. 10% bonus.

The remain 10%? nice cock were do.... haha...

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Altough I hate distance love, but I always involve in distance love. What to do?

Sad news always come after good news. 2cases happen in the same day. I can't do anything about it, what I can do is, accept it; I really hate to say good bye to someone I care. But, I have no choice, as I care of them, I respect them and support them.

1st case
My little turtle has came back with joy (thats good news, at least he is save), but his purpose of coming back is to pack and leave for a long period (bad news, worse then see him once a week).

2nd case
White dolphin is fine (thats good news), but sounds like he is not happy, after that, he is also packing to leave for a long holiday (bad news, can't see him for a long period).

No matter coming back with joy or coming back with sadness. They did the same conclusion at last. They choose to leave. And they try to delete all the past, all the pictures, all the blog. If delete mean forget, then you are wrong.

I recalled back to the day I first met my ex, my first gay love. We met at VIVO City and we went to chat at the roof garden, we were standing in front of the Planet Fitness, facing Sentosa. I still remember how I feel that time. I love him. He is so cute to him that time, I don't bother what he work, where he live or whatever. What I know is, I love him. I still remember how he try to kiss me the first time. There were many people around. But he was trying to kiss me. And I still remember how is my first gay kiss. I still remember how sweet is it. (I cried)

I didn't take any picture with him. But every single moment I am with him, I could remember deeply in my heart. So, delete is not equal to forget. For me, I will not choose to forget, I will accept, memory is precious for me.

I really hope I can stay beside my sad friend and lent them my shoulder and arm. Let them cry on my shoulder and clean their tears. I will try to be the standing bright in the darkness as Pink Dolphin, shining with pink aura to worm up the cool darkness.

Sadness Cover My Eye!!!

Someone would stand for the light in the darkness!!!

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1Dec2008, December has come, but love was gone. 2months before, I have plan nicely where should I go with my hubby, what should I do with my hubby, how to celebrate my coming birthday with my hubby. But it will become my free thinking now. The 20th lonely birthday, 20th lonely christmas, 20th lonely Valentine. Now just only I realize, "lonely" and "lovely" just difference by 1 alphabet.

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Life is only in the darkness when I am lonely. Today I wake up around 11am as usual, I prepared to start my blog, but my aunt called home asked us to get prepare, because my uncle is coming back to fatch us to lunch. We went to eat at "KouFu" in Eastway Point. We eat vegetarian mixed rice together. Then we went to ShingShong Supermarket to shop for some food and stuff. My cousin and I were carrying a busket following my aunt and uncle, and they just keep putting things into our busket. I was so happy, because I have not tried this kind of lifetyle seen the day I start work. After my uncle drive us home, he went to work. I get home and start study, and my aunt start to make her "水粿"(water Kue). Her ZuiKue is the best. haha.

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I chat a lot with my aunt, chat about our relative in Malaysia, chat about our point of view of life. My aunt and I have similar thinking, but I cannot tell her about my gay life. So she can't really help on that. Time past fast. Come to 6pm, my aunt has finish cooking dinner. After dinner, we watch TV program together. I like the show on channel U from 8pm to 9pm. It is a dancing competition in Taiwan. Some of them dance very nice. Esspecially poping and locking. I hope I can be 1 of them.

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But when come to 10pm, my aunt and my uncle went to sleep, both my cousin keep on concentrate on their computer game. I am lonely again. Darkness come from no way. I went to read blog, because at that time, many people have upload their new posting. And hoping their sweet blog can help me forget something sad. But darkness is all over the blog tonight. No one blog is in happiness. Tears of sadness covered my eye. Sadness for myself and sadness for my friend.

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Other people I am not that worried, they have someone protecting them; I am not worried about myself, because I have used to live with lonely. But I am worried about white polphin. I can't contact him. I really hope someone is beside him now. Protecting him. Thats me, friend always important, worrying something not applicable to myself, worring something need not to be worried. But I won't worry myself, because I know myself. Darkness of sadness can't cover me, because I stand for the light of happiness. I might be down sometime, but I will stand up on my feet the other day.

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Appearance & Disappearance!!!

30Nov2008, last day of November, Sunday. For my past, every sunday I will surely disappeared in the morning. But, my exam will start this coming wednesday. Haiz... Wake up around 11am, every morning will be the same view, both my cousin already sitting in front of the two computers in front of me. They wouldn't leave the computers except lunch and dinner.

I on my labtop and start my job. Blogging, msn"ing". I don't know what have I done for the whole afternoon. Like a human without soul. Keep on waiting, keep on checking my msn list, What am I waiting for. I have no heart to start study, because I keep on waiting something.

Around, 3pm, I cooked fried rice for my 2 cousin and myself, seen my aunt and uncle went out from the morning. But I have not touch the kitchen for almost a year. haha... Then I continue to waiting and dreaming. I study nothing... haiz...

Around 6pm, I watched a TV program named "校花校草最赶跑" Is is a Singapore program that go and search for handsome guy and pretty girl in those university in Singapore. But the one I watching is the 2007 series. They will search around the whole university and choose 3male and 3female. And they will present their talent on the stage. I have no comment on the 3 female, but I saw 3 hot male. haha. The 1st male contestant, he have some moustache, make him very mature, but he really have hot body, he take off his shirt, haha...; 2nd, he have a cute face; 3rd contestant, he have a hot face, very handsome and cute, he did push up as his talent, after push up he take off his shirt, walau... he have a very hot body, I wan to huge and lie on him. haha...

I created two accounts in axcest and fridae respectively. I saw some blogger inside. haha.. so happy.. accept me to be your buddy ya! In the night, Yan add me in msn, we chat for the whole night..haha... Now both dolphin are my korkor now. So happy. And finally I found someone who have the same hair problem like me, thin hair and high forehead, and he teach me how to solve it. Thank you korkor, muark.....

"Appearance and Disappearance" is regarding to "FRIENDS"

Friends come from no way, they appear when you are down, when you are happy, they appear any time, any way. The moment when all the friends together are very happy and confortable. "All" not mean in number, even two friends also means all. But I can't imagine, the time when friend leave me, the time when we stop contacting each other! It will be very hurt to me!!!

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How "缘" is build

There are so many people in the earth, you and I can know each other among these people. This is because of a word "缘" (yuan). A very powerful word. "缘" is some kind of energy between people and people. "缘" will finish one day, when it finish, friend will stop contact each other, and slightly forget each other.

Is there anyway to regenerate "缘"? I might say "yes". When two person knowing each other more, they might build more "缘", like doing thing for him, chat with him, play with him, all can build "缘". But there is also something can finish "缘" in one goal. To keep this "缘" is very difficult. So I hate those people who cheat people with friendship.

Friends that keep on contact, they keep on regenerate "缘" between them, but when stop contact, "缘" will slightly use up, when come to finish. They are no more "friend". And "缘" have to be regenerate by two of the friend together. One side work nothing.

I don't know whether am I stupid? No matter to whom, I will try my best to know all of him, I will love him heartily. When come to the day I lost this friend, I hurt myself deeply.

So I cherish every friend I have, I cherish every moment when we are together. No matter is face to face, in the phone, sms, msn or event e-mail. I cherish everything between I and my friend. In the end, I hurt myself indirectly. lol.

Having this kind of love is stupid, as I have this kind of love, I have some talent as my first aid. Which is cover my sadness and high regeneration. I can totally cover my sadness, so that people beside me wouldn't know; my high regeneration can heal myself very fast, but still take time.

FRIENDSHIP FOREVER!!! Bless all the people!!!